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I'm a wife, a mother, a sister, a daughter,and a friend. ~~~~~~~Our job as parents isnt to make our children conform to our standards, but to love and help them grow into their own person.~~~~~~~

Friday, September 30, 2005

Why cant doctors visits be shorter?

So today I took the girls to the doctor for a check up. They were in a week ago for a rash. Well After waiting for an hour, the nurse comes in and says the doc is about 30 min. behind, normally I would wait, but my husband had to be at work in 45 min. So we rescheduled, I've spent over 3 hours at the doctors before and have never rescheduled, but I was too irritated. At least the nurse told us he was running late. Most of the time we get no explaination....

Then I stopped by the chiro after dropping of my husband, and his office was closed. He doesnt do appt's, which is cool because I dont have to call and reschedule or tell him that I'M running late, I can just come and go as I please... And we are usually in and out in 15 min.

So tommy got paid today, so did my FIL. But I dont know if we will have enough to pay the elec and the rent....Why is my electric bill $310 a month? and why are we living in a place where rent is 900 and tommy only makes 1300??? Lucky for us, FIL is also living check to check and he can't afford his own place either and is staying with us, It helps with the bills big time. FIL is pretty sick, and old for his family history, He is 58 or so. So sometimes I worry about what happens if something bad happened. We could end up homeless!

Anyways, I put the rugrats movie on for the girls, I hate sitting them in front of the TV, but since I've started limiting tv time, I feel like I'm going crazy....

Amber went to her program, poor girl is spending 6 months 9 hours away in a juvenile facility even though she is 18, all for not visiting her probation officer. She had 2 months to do a few simple things....get hs diploma or ged...get a job...enroll in counciling...Simple as that, but she chose her drug addict boyfriend over doing those things. It was so hard to see her make that choice, but it was her choice and Maybe next time she wont trust a man/boy who chooses smokeing crack over spending her last day of freedom together...(sigh...)
I'm writing an entry everyday, and sending the letters once a week, I miss her and love her and hope she comes home mature and levelheaded, not pissed and mad at the world...

Lemme look for some recent pics.....


Audrey in Nathans bouncy thing...


Amber, our dad, and his fiance....


Me and the kids....


Nathan


Evelyn and Amber

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